Tuesday(14 July 2009),
Posting what i have done today, I woke up at 6 and wake my Big Brother than i go back to sleep and not going to school because i have flu and headache.My teach Miss Guo say go and see doc but i never not i not don wan to,Is i have no money. And i feel like giving up all my things and Just Jump down from 12 storey but i wan standing still and i will not turn back. And i felt so lonely. But actually Songjie was tolding me that Must think that i am God child. But i forget what he told me and i was so dry and sick and i wanna achieve more for the glory of God! And it remind me of my days when i backslide. And after than i woke up at 9.30a.m i bath and study until like 10, than i go eat and come home and vacuum the floor and than i meeting Wei Yong to eat than we going to meet Songjie they all to study(:
And i just want to depend on u and i wan to depend on u more and more.
And it remind me of the days when i was primary 5 to 6 than every remdial i was bulled but i don care i just countine forgiving them. One day,Recess time, i was alone at the hall eating and i was so lonely and thinking what should i do but got a group of my classmates, they all around me and took my wallet and i was so angry and i wan to beat them but i did not and i just act the childish way. And i wan to say u can find ur meaning when u know God( Jesus) and i was very happy when the day i was save but the TRUE GOD and i can feel that i can do better things that . And People u can do better things through god. If u don believe is okay.U will have meaning when u found him .
This Is Me!